Bad mood

Really, I cant seem to understand shizzle when it comes to whats going on in my apartment today. There’s a horrible and funky mood here today, and it feels like I just want to run away. Or cry. Maybe both.

Today’s dinner was bad, actually it felt more like silent torture. Both of us tried to burn a hole in the wall with our eyes, and probably we were hoping for the same thing. That out awfully silent meal would reach to an end, and fast! I tried to break the awkward silence twice, with no luck what so ever. I dont know what her problem is, in five minutes her mood changes from good, to horrible. I really wish that I had a car, so I could just take it and run away for the night. But if I am going to run away right now, I have to change both tires on my bike. But I dont have energy for it, and I dont know how, so for now I just have to stay at home..

Damn.. Is this how its supposed to be this last week before we go on a holiday? I really hope that its just a real bad case of PMS.. If not; then its gonna be a looooong holiday..

 

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Dårlig stemning

Skjønner virkelig ikke hva som er greia her i hus idag. Det er skikkelig utrivelig stemning her, og jeg kjenner at jeg bare vil rømme. Eller gråte. Kanskje begge deler.

Middagen var en pine, ren tortur faktisk. Både jeg og hun jeg bor med stirret tomt i middagstallerkene våre, og håpet vel begge at den tause middagen snart skulle ta slutt. Jeg prøvde å bryte den pinlige stillheten to ganger, uten hell. Aner ikke hva problemet hennes er, ene øyeblikket er alt greit og etter 5 minutter er det stikk motsatt. Skulle virkelig ønske at jeg hadde bil, så jeg kunne rømme leiligheten. Hvis jeg skal rømme nå, så må jeg bytte sykkeldekk på sykkelen min først, og det gidder jeg ganske enkelt ikke.

Faen, er det slik den neste uken skal være frem til vi reiser? Håper for  all del at det bare er aggresiv PMS ute og går… Hvis ikke blir det en lang ferie..